"To live in hearts we leave behind
Is not to die." -- Thomas Campbell
Friends, foes and everyone in between. I am reflective today, here in my favorite coffee shop, camped beneath a brooding Los Angeles sky, watching my kindred Angelinos run terrified from the anomalous condensation falling ever so gently from the smoky vaults of the stratosphere. Some seem to fear that the rain will remain and the sun shall never rise again. "What have we done to offend thee, O Mighty RA?!", they cry. It is a bizarre and savage sight.
Perhaps the strange, ancient gods of Los Angeles are weeping over the tragic death of actor Heath Ledger. My sincere condolences go out to his family and friends.
At the time I am writing this, it is not clear whether he committed suicide (which I doubt) or was just another casualty of the drug culture. Statistics show that the number of accidental overdoses on prescription medication is skyrocketing, especially among those who have become fearless users and abusers of these powerful drugs that we use as "medicine." And, truth be told, my Libertine spirit feels it would be fallacious of me to condemn recreational use of pharmaceuticals, but there is no denying the risk that is taken and the permanent damage that is done if the unthinkable happens. Personally, I have lost dear friends and family members to overdoses. It is not romantic, as the movies dictate. It is terrifying, it is desolate, it is irrevocable misery.
I had something else written up for this weeks edition of my Headbangers guest blog, but with the news of Ledger's passing, all the stresses and distractions that orbit and infect the industry of art, entertainment, and politics (all of which I am addicted and bound to via various artistic and competitive umbilicals) have instantly been erased, and I now find myself floating on the soft seas of introspection. Read more...









